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Friday, August 4, 2023

Iterations of losing my eternal fight - recovery poem


Iterations of losing my eternal fight 

Setting my self up for the last time


Internal clock repeats this last shot
Syringe provoking me to create blood spots

The reminiscence of consequences dissipates
An emotional evaluation of my heartache dissociates

Slicing into suicidal fears as the rig pulls me again
Enraptured in false bliss when my inevitable demise begins

Iniquity seeps throughout my flesh
As I ease into paranoid unrest
Reliving the condemnation inflicted upon my soul
Because, only emptiness is left

Constituted in persecuting disdain
Stealing me away into a vexing dimensional plane
Losing control all over again as I’ve been to say
Insanity is all I know, as now as I lose another day

Ensnared by this testimony of living in remorse
Confrontation is required if I’m to continue
Living the path God designed as appropriate
For this act is of opposition to healing, of course

Necon.Poet

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