Never did I think I would be homeless. I came from a good family and I had a good education. My parents were both school teachers. I was a sociable drinker for many years and used some drugs mostly on weekends. I never seemed to be satisfied with myself or jobs I had.
I had early consequences with my drug and alcohol use. 2 DUI's took away my driving. I started to feel sorry for myself. As things got worse, I only used more. I really hated myself. My parents didn't understand why I was doing this self destructive behavior. There were time where it was either get drunk or kill myself. Looking back on this, how crazy is that?! I now realize that all I needed to do was ask for help. For so long I never did that. I didn't think there was help for me.
The last 6 months before I got clean and sober I was homeless in Miami Florida. I'm not the homeless type. I thought I was tough but living in the streets is just dumb if there is another way. Today I am 5 months in recovery and work as an assistant auto mechanic in Miami. I thought I wanted to move but I realized it was me and not where I lived that was the problem. I have a sponsor and he has helped me get through some very rough days. I hope to have license back in a few months. Every day is a challenge but wanting to live each day is truly God's blessing to me. I hope this can help other alcoholics and addicts. There is Hope!
Albert G
Miami, Florida
Great story. Thanks for sharing.
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